I'm so looking forward to march 3th, Hello Kitty line arrives in Europe at MAC!
Finally, what I've been waiting for..
Now I have to keep my money in my pocket till then, anyway, 2 days ago I was in Utrecht and went to MAC and pulled my bf with me =) I've might told you earlier, but I had an issue with a !@#$%!#@ woman from MAC at Rotterdam.. She kept pushing me to buy NC30 which is so not my color and too light.. and she also didn't want to give me the liquid concealer!! b*tch.. Anyway, At Utrecht they were much better^^ and I've finally got my right color, NC35, and now, when I tell my bf that I forgot to put my concealer on, and left it home, he says:"oh you mean your NC35." hahaha, I think I talked his ears off by complaining about the colors lol..

I can't wait till march 3th, my classmate and I planned to go after school hihi, so hopefully it is not busy =( I think I'm only gonna buy some lipgloss/stick, and hmm.. well we will see.. Photo's update soon! ^^

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I'm sitting here all alone, without a look out the window knowing it's a sad day. Days just pass by, and before you know yesterday already left, and I'm stuck with today.. What can I do about it? Nothing, because time is something, you cannot change. Have you ever wished you can turn back time or skip a day, I'm sure you have, 'cause I did too. Life is full with lots of regret, pain and disasters. But avoiding them is impossible. Never mess with the time, never try to move forward or backward, you can't stop time, 'cause in the end it will be you who stopped. I'm sitting in my bed with my laptop, staring.. Thinking what I can do, to make this go faster or slower.. But no one will give you the chance to re-do your day, that is how you learn from your mistakes. What would you do if you could turn back time? Or skip days, would a girl skip her period days? Would a boy turn back time to Februari 13th because he forgot to buy a gift for his girlfriend? Would you turn back time to stop your brother from going to the supermarket meeting his gangsterfriends knowing that one of his friends which you have an affair with, will get beat up by your brother and knowing that another friend will shoot down your brother which leads to rumors that your brother and the guy you had an affair with were gay and had a fight because of you? Maybe you will, but you have to realize that you should not start the affair, which lead to your brother beating him up and your brother ending up in the hospital and those rumors. Those are the mistakes you made and you should learn from it, and I know, life is very complicated. But after making your mistakes, you should be able to change and avoid it the next time, if you can't, than that will be your lost, but make mistakes as much as you can, as long as you will realize those are to learn and not to be ashamed of, I know you've might wondered where this story came from, maybe I've been watching too much Desperate Housewives lately, yes, that's true. But that's not the reason, Now you might think that I have too much time to type this, and yes, that's the reason, I've been bored to dead these two days and I'm looking forward to finally wake up and go out of this house, which is too big for me when I'm here alone.

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I counted my shoes today, and I have 32 pair of shoes..
And to be very very honest, I don't think that's very much,
'cause I still want more =x

just a little update, I've been off for a while because I didn't had time to update,
I'm very busy with watching Desperate Housewives (Yes I'm a big big fan), and I just came back from the opening of the new Shabu Shabu restaurant in Zoetermeer..
It was very busy, but my tummy is very happy =)

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Yesterday I went to I Love Asian again.. It was awesome! I did some very cool body paint cuz it was free! Anyway, take a look at my pictures, my very cuteee dragon!
We had fun, and I'm tired as hell.. Just take a look at the pictures, it says more than words.

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Yesterday, my friend and I went to one of our favorite restaurants.. sushi! We love sushi ^^ and the restaurant looks like a lounge bar, really comfortable, with great music and stuff..
We've also noticed, they were only playing songs of Chris Brown and Rihanna.
like, please don't stop the music, with you, take you down, etc..

was it on purpose? or accidentally?
it was just a funny thing we noticed.. nothing special =]

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CHRIS BROWN GOT ARRESTED BY ALLEGEDLY ASSAULTING RIHANNA

Yes you've read it very clearly.
Chris brown (Yes cutiepie#1), got arrested because of hitting Rihanna.

"According to an LAPD report, cops arrived at the scene early Sunday morning - around 12:30 A.M. - after receiving a 911 call reporting a disturbance.
A woman, who insiders name as Rihanna, was found with visible injuries and identified Chris Brown as her attacker.
The 'victim' revealed they were arguing in the car, which escalated when they stopped.
Chris had reportedly already peaced out when authorities arrived.
Brown turned himself in to police around 6:30 P.M. on Sunday. He was officially booked at 7:41 p.m. for making criminal threats.
Brown posted $50,000 bail and was released."

Why would you ever hit your girl? or a woman!
They say there was a weapon, but after more sources there wasn't, luckily.

Rihanna has 2 huge contusions, both sides of her head, a bloody lip AND a bloody nose,
oh and there are some bitemarks on one of her arms and fingers!
OMFG, you haven't seen that coming rite?
Would you ever expect that from Chris Brown?
Oh and Rihanna's lip is split...

Rihanna's family is now trying to get Rihanna back to Barbados, they don't what her be hanging out with Chris Brown ever again..

Chris Brown, you got a lot to deal with!
If it's really you, people are gonna be dissapointed.
You're gonna lose a lot, and you got already suspended by Wrigley's.

Chris and Rihanna in their happy times.

Sources: www.perezhilton.com

I love perez!!

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I was uploading my picture, and that pose..
Looks like, I've seen it before,
didn't knew from where lol.
anyway, here's my picture.


this is me..

and So Hee from Wondergirls XDDD


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same time as yesterday,
that I suddenly woke up,
and you were the first what came up in my mind..

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Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever

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Miley 'apologizes' to the asian community.. sorta?

"Ive also been told there are some people upset about some pictures taken of me with friends making goofy faces! Well, Im sorry if those people looked at those pics and took them wrong and out of context!

In NO way was I making fun of any ethnicity! I was simply making a goofy
face. When did that become newsworthy? It seems someone is trying to make something out of nothing to me. If that would of been anyone else, it would of been overlooked! I definitely feel like the press is trying to make me out as the new 'BAD GIRL'!"

I feel like now that Britney is back on top of her game again, they need someone to pick on! Lucky me! haha Anyway, I just wanted to let you guys know what is on my heart. You guys know me and have been by my side every step of the way!

You guys know my heart and know the most important things to me are my friends, family, fans, and GOD! In NO WAY do I want to disappoint any of you! But, when I have made mistakes in the past, I feel like Ive owned up to them and apologized.

Anyway, I really wish everyone would stop focusing on my personal life and get back to focusing on what I love! Music and Acting! Hopefully, I will be touring again this fall! Yayy! =] It will be a nice change to be back out on the road
again! xoxo Blessings.. Miley =)

Good enough for me, it was a private picture..
Seems like she does cares about her fans lol
anyway, I still listen to her music and
watch hannah montana, it's funny XD

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Remember when I told that I had to work at my parents' store?
And I couldn't be at the Chinese New Year Festival?
You know the lion dance, firework, and stuff.

Guess what, I BECAME a part of the Chinese New Year Festival.
Yup, it suddenly came up my dad's mind.
He said to my mom, and my mom told my auntie and uncle,
to tell me (still following?), that I have to catch the lettuce, what the lion will spit out(yuck),
for the people who don't why, the lettuce, in chinese language means like uhh..
growing luck or something like that.
anyway, they do it to wish the boss(es) luck with the store.

Oh and I also had to start the firework omg..
Anyway, the reason why I had to do this, is because my dad couldn't be there,
he had to be somewhere else, working or something.
lol yeah I never really know where he is and what he does, and why,
everything goes through my mom.

I was really scared to light up the firework..
ofcourse there were people who are professional in this,
but my dad wanted me to do it..
can't say no to him >,<
Anyway, one of those professionals walked with me, and helped me,
with lighting the firework.. (damn pretty embarassing, like a child)
After I lighted up the firework, I ran away..

It was fun.. Oh rite, the lion spitted lettuce on me,
there was a boy inside but he threw it at me, on my chest -__-"
(he had to spit/throw it on the plate)

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I like miley, but is this really offensive?
it's a private picture, but what will her asian fans think?

http://perezhilton.com/2009-02-02-racist-miley-cyrus-called-out-by-asian-american-community-leaders


http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r38/caribbeancutie13/2hnltnd.jpg

girl, you're gonna lose some fans..
what would your little hannah montana fans think if they see this?
"Mommy look! Hannah Montana is doing the same thing
as stupid bully boy in my class! Hannah Montana is also stupid and a bully!"
Miley wtcha gonna do??

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post a comment with your results hihi

1. Open your iTunes, Windows Media Player, whatever and put it in suffle.
2. For every answer, you click next
3. The name of the song is your answer (Don't skip songs!)

My songs/answers:

1.) Are you a male/female?
So beautiful

2.) Describe yourself.
We belong together

3.) How do you think about yourself?
Unusual

4.) Describe your ex-boy/girlfriend:
Welcome to heartbreak

5.) Describe the place where you are right now:
My life

6.) Describe what you want to do when you grow up:
Driving myself insane

7.) Describe your best friend:
Move

8.) Your favorite colour:
Closer

9.) You know that:
Coldest Winter

10.) How's the weather?
I love you more everyday

11.) If your life was a TV-show, What would be the name of it?
Don't cry

12) What does life means to you?
Street Lights

13.) What is the best advice you can give?
Last Time

14.) Describe your love life:
The answer is yes

15.) How are u gonna die:
Loose ends

16.) If you could change your name, what will it be?
Trouble

17) What do your friend think of you?
First Love

18) What will be your funeral song?
Love don't love me

19) How will you name this?
RoboCop


omg spam..

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If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself
a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.

If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has
more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists
of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.


Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your
always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate
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I'm not that type of girl anymore,
you thought I was,

It wasn't me who left you, I saw you guys as true friends but you all dumped me, throwed me away, and left me, silently all alone..
It's not me who's not moving on, it is you, who got stuck in my past.
I didn't ignore you, you all walked away from me, looked at me like a devil you never wanted to see again..

I'm not that type of girl..
'cause I moved on.

Only 1 of you all tried to see me,
Only she looked at me, like a baby that was still growing,
Only she walked with me, those little babysteps..

all the time I was thinking I was walking the path all alone,
I wasn't, she carried me, all the way, to were I am now..

I'm not that type of girl anymore,
you thought I was..
I moved on.

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